Tired of counting endless sheep
Eyes wide open begin to think
Just staring aimlessly unable to blink
Dark thoughts pass through me head
As I lie motionless in my lonely cold bed
Sharp pains shooting down from my hip
Reach for the water, I begin to sip
Out of bed and go for a walk
Voices in my head begin to talk
Mistakes I’ve made and chances missed
Is this the night I finally get pissed?
Over thinking life and how to achieve
If only I had the self confidence to believe
Doubting my ability begins to break through
I need a fresh challenge, something new
Tomorrow night the process will be repeated
Until I finally accept that I’ll be defeated
The demons eating away my unconsciousness
The angels unable to believe their selfishness
Can nothing break this frame of mind?
This state is fast becoming my nightly grind
The silence broken as a dog begins to bark
And yet I’m still sitting staring into the dark
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