Good Days Bad Days

Do you really know me?

What do you see?

Do you see the pain

That’s hidden within me?

 

When I have good days

I’m on cloud nine

Laughing and joking

My depression in line

 

But then dark clouds

I’m in a bad place

Hiding away from the crowd

Not showing my face

 

Out in the street

Everyone’s best friend

But I’m fighting the demons

Not knowing the end

 

I make excuses

Say I’m busy right now

Want to defeat it

But don’t know how

Thank You My Love

The past six months have been a journey

It changed my outlook on life

An emotional roller coaster

But you were always there, my wife

 

I’m unable to find the words to write

My eyes filled with tears

I would like you to continue fighting

For this I have no fears

 

Your life you must go on with

Don’t be afraid to meet someone new

For I only wish you the best

For all the happiness you are due

 

I’ll be watching over you carefully

Sat peacefully by the heavenly gate

Knowing we will be reunited

All my love your husband and best mate

One more step

It started out a challenge

But now it means much more

Something I have to complete

Before I open Heaven’s door

 

I know I’m not alone

And I want to win this fight

Just one more step to make

Before I continue my eternal flight

 

The strength I need to find

Searching deep in my soul

Fighting back the unbearable pain

To achieve my simple goal

 

As my body becomes weaker

Each step becomes harder to do

I know that you’ll be there

So I can take my last step with you

Close Your Eyes

You fought hard until the very end

Never complaining with love to send

A smile that always says I love you

Now you’re gone what do I do?

 

Hated seeing you in so much pain

Our tragic lost is heaven’s gain

A life so young taken sadly away

But don’t worry we’ll meet again some day

 

Your eyes closed as I wiped away my tears

My heart raced through the emotional gears

My head pounding as my heart cries

Goodnight my child now close you eyes