3am thoughts
We said we moved on but I know it’s not true
I think you’re not alone but for me there’s only you
Our lives so different and I wish we could go back
Somehow, we derailed and I swerved off the track
Chorus:
It wasn’t meant to be this way
That’s the price that I’m having to pay
It hurts me each day after day
I’m in a game that I cannot play
When the darkness comes and I’m lying here all alone
The silence deafening waiting for a sound from the phone
Trying to switch off but the minds working overtime
In jail with my 3am thoughts for committing a crime
I remember the day we met like it was yesterday
You looked straight at me and I didn’t know what to say
As the night drew to a close, we ended it with a goodbye kiss
It’s the holding of hands and the taste of your lips that I miss
Dreaming too much - we’ll be together again
If I told you that now you would call me insane
Trying to move on but I keep falling down the hill
I’ve never healed and I don’t pretend that I ever will
