Monday 28 December 2015

Mr Nice Guy

He’ll open the door for you with a loving smile
They’ll be no fake tears like a crocodile
When you walk on the pavement he’ll walk by the road
If you’re carrying bags he’ll be there to lighten the load

Chorus
Mr Nice guy will always be by your side
Offer advice while everybody else hides
Mr Nice guy doesn’t want anything in return
He’ll simple smile and say that’s a lesson to learn
Mr Nice Guy is very few and far between
The greatest gentleman you ever have seen

He’ll pick you up when you’re feeling down
Make you laugh and pretend he’s a clown
Be your go to when you have a tear in your eye
Tell you the truth when all you’ve heard is a lie

Bridge
A man so kind he’ll charm you with all his whit
The candle won’t blow out it will always be lit

He’ll be your brother and father all in one
Have a tissue ready, when you need a shoulder to cry on
A special kind of friendship unheard of these days

You’ll love him forever in different kind of ways

Tuesday 22 December 2015

How I miss your love

I thought that you would always be by my side
You would show me the way, be my spiritual guide
Now you’re gone all I want to do is hide
How I miss your love

What I would give just to hold your hand
Ask you things that I don’t understand
Tell you the future and the life I’ve planned
How I miss your love

When I was down you were the brightest light
You taught what was wrong and what was right
Always stay strong and don’t give up without a fight
How I miss your love

An emptiness that you have left behind
Your memory lives on you were beautiful and kind
I’ve searched this land but another you I can’t find
How I miss your love

I still expect you to come walking through the door
In conversation with everyone, you holding the floor
I can only hope and pray one day they’ll find a cure

How I miss your love

Monday 21 December 2015

Thinking of Others

As winter approaches and Christmas draws near
Some people have no-one, they have lost their cheer
A helping hand can be all that they need
Make someone happy and do that good deed

Chorus
Thinking of others at this Christmas time
Playing games with strangers, singing festival Rhymes
The community working giving all that they can
Bringing together every woman and man
Thinking of others this wonderful Christmas time

A little boy at school who doesn’t believe in Santa Clause
Never given a present, there’s been a greater cause
Like having hot water, and food on the table
Doesn’t know the story about the baby and the stable

Everyone let’s celebrate and show people that we care
Make sure everyone’s involved let’s have no-one spare
Take someone’s hand and show they’re not all alone
Make someone’s day and call them on the phone

Bridge
This year let’s give to others less fortunate than ourselves.
This year we can be Santa and his helping elves

It’s not what you buy or it’s not what you receive
It’s about helping others, those that are in need
Trying to survive day after day
Hoping to provide this Christmas Day

Chorus
Thinking of others at this Christmas time
Playing games with strangers, singing festival Rhymes
The community working giving all that they can
Bringing together every woman and man

Thinking of others this wonderful Christmas time

Sunday 20 December 2015

Dick Whittington – Liverpool Empire

I was a bit sceptical going to watch the pantomime this year, as I felt last year’s wasn’t great.  Thankfully I did, as this year Dick Whittington has everything you want in a panto and more!

Right from the start it hit you with a song we all know and hands were clapping and feet stamping as Leanne Campbell, with ease, talent and enthusiasm, sang the first hit song.  Leanne had great chemistry on stage with the leading male Kurtis Stacey, not being a soap fan wasn’t sure who he was.  After watching him today I can tell you who he is and what he is.  He has great stage presence and has a fantastic voice and threw Leanne around, in the dance routines, like he should be next on Strictly Come Dancing!  Kurtis and Leanne complimented each other perfectly.  Eric Potts provided wonderful entertainment, as the traditional male dame and managed a few add libs, which is always a winner for me in panto.  His side kick Jack, not sure of real name, was perfect for the role.  He interacted with the audience with ease but did get upstaged by a young local boy called AJ, who told the audience all about the titanic disaster, cue the soundtrack from the orchestra and ‘Jack’ miming the boat scene, beautiful!  Sally Lindsey was very good in her role and seemed to enjoy the sponging ‘Jack’ a little too much!  Peter Price provided his usual strong performance and can still belt out a tune, although forgetting a line was quickly pounced on by Eric Potts and it was a joy to see the cast laughing at Pete’s expense.  The rat character created the perfect ‘baddy’. I thoroughly enjoyed watching the cast enjoy themselves on stage.

The dance routines were very well thought out and cleverly had enough slap stick in one dance routine to make children and adults of all ages laugh.  Having said all that, the person who thought of doing the 3D part of the show should be given the freedom of the city.  This was a fantastic idea and had children around the theatre gasp in amazement. 


In conclusion, this has been the best pantomime I have seen for a number of years.  Traditionally poor jokes that the cast delivered with the usual ‘I know it is poor but laugh anyway’.  Enough innuendo to keep the adults amused especially during the sausage scene!  A great family day out and I couldn’t recommend it anymore.  If you haven’t seen it yet you must go.  I’m hoping to go again after Christmas.

Saturday 12 December 2015

Frank Sinatra 100 years celebration event:

What promised to be the event of all events, celebrating an icon in the music industry, sadly started 30 minutes late.  We were given no real explanation except that it was a situation ‘beyond our control’.  The organisation of this event was bordering on the ridiculous.  I have never seen so many people queue to get a drink! 

Thank goodness for the acts and the very talented and amazing vocalist Alan Cross.  I’ve not come across him before but I certainly will again.  The man oozes class and his vocal range caresses each note without hesitation.  Just when you thought the entertainment couldn’t get any better on walks a man who I watched on a TV show at the beginning of the year, George Gallagher.  This guy truly is has a voice ‘Old Blues Eyes’ would have been proud to have.  I would certainly pay good money to watch these two gentlemen perform their own ‘Rat Pack’ show.

The dance troop, who popped up from time to time were good but felt that the layout of the room didn’t do them justice.  The dancer, who performed Mr Bo Jangles with Alan Cross was very good but felt she needed to have on a suit and a hat to give it that bit of extra class.  The ‘Burlesque’ dancer was fine but coming on for a second time seemed pointless, as we had seen all her moves the first time.  The accompanying quartet was good, producing some very good harmonies. 


To sum up, a great night of entertainment that could have easily been ruined by the organisation of the event.  The rendition of New York, New York is still ringing in my ears.

Sunday 29 November 2015

Don’t run away

Don’t be scare of the past
Look to the future
I know its hard now
But it will soon be over
Take what you have
Be proud of who you are
Listen to the advice
You’ve come so far

Chorus
Don’t run away don’t you dare
There are people around who really care
They’ll show their support, they’ll be by your side
Holding your hand, beaming with pride
Don’t run away it’ll turn back the clock
Search for that someone that will unlock
What ever you need you can borrow
Don’t run away you’ll always have tomorrow

Everyday a challenge
Sinking below the line
Don’t want to escape
Don’t have a choice
Try and move on
Where are you going?
Life behind the smile
We’ve no way of knowing

Bridge
You life is tough no one is denying, your life is rough but no more crying
Please don’t run away, save your strength for another day



Saturday 28 November 2015

Tears of Joy

From the moment I laid my eyes on you I knew what love meant
I held you close to my body and smelt your perfect scent
I put my hand behind your head and you slowly peeked at me
The most beautiful girl in the world, know one could disagree

A bundle of joy, a miracle, quite simply the definition of happiness
An overpowering emotion that I never thought I could express
My eyes filled up, a tear was shed, and my heart did exactly the same
Now the most difficult part of all, giving you the perfect name

I never believed in princesses until I saw you that special day
Let me take you to our castle and only a prince will take you away
I will gladly sacrifice everything I have to give you the very best

When I look back on my life, with you, I know I’ve been truly blessed

Monday 23 November 2015

I’ll be here

In the coldest night I’ll keep you warm
I’ll be your shelter in the wildest storm
When you need to talk I’ll listen to you
I’ll be here waiting, right on cue

When you’re feeling weak I’ll be your strength
I’ll keep negative energies away at arm’s length
If you need to get out we’ll go for a walk
I’ll be here, if you need to talk

 When you are tired and you’ve lost all hope
You won’t be alone as together we’ll cope
We’ll laugh, we’ll cry, we’ll shed a tear

I won’t let go, I’ll always be here

Sunday 15 November 2015

Rise Up

A movement that started many years ago
When the world seemed defeated, at an all time low
They struck unknown and attacked the innocent crowd
Silence tore the world apart; the message was clear and loud

Chorus
Rise Up, stand up, don’t be scared
We all have a voice that needs to be heard
Rise Up, stand up, don’t be scared
No one owns this planet, it should be shared
Can we all just get along I’ll continue to plea
One voice is needed, solidarity is the key

What is the answer to yet another innocent attack?
Do we just stand bye or do we regroup and fight back?
They hurt us all on that fatal day, a day we will never forget
We can’t go on living in this terrorism roulette

Bridge
One world we need to unite
Change the attitudes with no more fight

Tonight we hold on to our loved ones a little while longer
Keep them in our hearts as the world becomes stronger
Searching for that hero to stand up and make a stance

If the world and humanity is to win then this is our only chance

Friday 30 October 2015

Hurt

I may not be bleeding but inside I feel pain
You said you would be there but you’ve let me down again
Another broken promise, another careless lie
I try and move on but my mind keeps asking why

Do you know what you are doing? Is it simply a game?
Your excuses keep coming but they’re becoming rather lame
I gave you my time when you needed it the most
But when I needed you, you suddenly became a ghost

Chorus
You hurt me inside
But you won’t see me cry
Your words are empty promises
Why can’t I say goodbye
The feeling won’t go away
It’s stays for while
The heart wants to give you chance
But my head is in denial

Bridge
Something you said last night suck in my mind
I saw who you are, why was I so blind

You didn’t know I was listening when you said those words about me
If someone had have told me I would have had to disagree
How could you be so hurtful after everything I’ve done?

My mind was so alive but my body had gone numb

Sunday 18 October 2015

Fly Away Child

You’ve found your wings and now you have flown
The bravest little boy we have ever known
A struggle you should never have had to fight
No more pain now you’re on your eternal flight

You’ve touched so many hearts in your short stay
You will always be remembered each and every day
Many tears will be shed throughout the land
People rallying round to offer a supporting hand

You smiled and laughed until the very end
You’ve lost your battle but won many new friends
Know doubt you’ll be making friends above
Looking down on us with nothing but love

Why was someone so young taken away again?
Tears from heaven will bring the pouring rain
Be safe tonight child above the moonlit sky

Our love, tears and thoughts with you as you fly

Saturday 10 October 2015

NQT

A dream you had since you were a little kid
To have a job that you adore
Everyday you count your lucky stars
But teaching is much much more

From day one at Uni it was all about a file
Will you get all the standards met?
The stress, the workload and the time
And you haven’t met the class yet!

At the end of Uni you get your first job
Think storage and head off to Ikea
The excitement builds for the first day
What to do now?  You have no idea

Six weeks in and the marking is piling up
Your social life has taken a dent
School work constantly on your mind
From the everyday planning to the assessment

Christmas arrives with the madness that it brings
The children are all up the wall
Your looking forward to your two week break
 You’ve survived the Autumn Fall

Back after the break and not much changed
The hours are wasting away
Working non stop from dusk till dawn
Always working and no time to play

Workload increases as reports to write
Saying the same thing on everyone
Looking back, how did you survive?
Because you don’t know where the year has gone

Does it get easier you ask yourself?
As the summer sun finally comes out
You have to reapply for your own job
What’s that all about?

You luck is in and you have another year
You now know what to expect
The year is basically all the same
You are delighted with the planning you kept

It does get easier the old timer says
You just learn how to prioritise
Seeing those children grow and learn

Now that’s the ultimate prize!

Sunday 27 September 2015

Love on the dance floor

The dance floor is calling you move to the beat
You can hear the sounds pumping in the middle of the street
The music pulls you closer and it opens the door
Your body is moving to the beat on the dance floor

Chorus
Feel the beat
Hit the floor
Show your love on the dance floor
Hold on tight
Turn around
A long lost friend you have found
A gentle kiss
You’re on track
Feel her hands caress your back
Keep her close
Don’t let go
She’ll be the one don’t you know

The dance floor is filling the crowds are moving in
The moves you are performing are surely a sin
You look left, you look right, you look to the air
Your eyes meet the one and you can’t help but stare

The room becomes dark with the occasional light
Our bodies embrace and the kiss feels so right
People all around yet we feel all alone

My heart is racing like an unstoppable cyclone

Monday 21 September 2015

Nan’s Ghost

I had a dream about you that I’ve never had before
You were walking towards me, pointing towards a closed door
Your smile was warm and I longed for your embrace
You wrapped your arms around me and I was in a happy place

You whispered in my ear and told me everything would be ok
Telling me you were with me every single day
Just to hear those words spoken filled my empty heart with love
I knew that everything would be ok, as you looked down from heaven above

I hope I dream about you again tonight, as I miss your loving smile
My wish is to be reunited with you but that won’t be for a while
I know I was only ten when you died but you left a whole in my heart
Our life together cut short, it was far too early for you to depart

I hope I’ve made you proud, as my journey has taken many directions
The mistakes that I’ve made, I’ve turned them into positive corrections
You last saw me as a loving boy and now I am a man

It’s sweet dreams for me tonight and I hope to see you later Nan

Thursday 3 September 2015

Somebody’s Child

I cried when I saw the picture flash upon the screen
A picture that should never ever have to be seen
A child lying lifeless, washed up upon the shore
Know one could have known what his life was like before

His parents unknown trying to escape from a war torn land
Something many of us will never understand
Desperately praying their child finds a new peaceful life
The husband shaking, consoling his devastated wife

An electric shock to the system meaning we all have to act
The world should unite to form a revolutionary pact
No more blaming immigrants and asylum seekers too
Pawns in a political game played by the political few

Goodbye little one you will have changed the human race
Unfortunately your precious life we can not replace
Sleep tight up there and look down from heaven above

The world stood still in mourning showering you with their love

Friday 28 August 2015

I don’t understand


Just an ordinary day
You had nothing new to say
I asked you how you’ve been
A conversation you weren’t keen
I simply tried to talk
You got up and went out for a walk


Chorus
I don’t understand
What I’m meant to have done
All the arguing
Now we’re back to square one
You said that you trust me
You said you believe
Why have you gone?
Why did you leave?

The house now feels so cold
I’m all alone and feeling old
There’s an emptiness inside
That I’m struggling to hide
There’s a cold side to the bed
Tell me was it something I’d said

Bridge
What have I got to do to make you come back?
We need to get out lives back on the same track

I thought you were going to be the one
This is a game I haven’t won
Trying to come to terms with this
But it’s you I really miss
You won’t give me a second glance

I just want one more chance

Wednesday 26 August 2015

Feel Alive

You make me feel alive
You make me feel like I’m 25
You put the spark in the flame
You are so cute when you say my name

I walk down the street
To a slightly different beat
Knowing you are in my arms
Couldn’t resist me and my foolish charms

Chorus
I can’t really explain
But trust me I won’t complain
 Because you make me feel
Yes, you make me feel
Yes, you make me feel so alive

And when it’s dark at night
You still shine so very bright
You give me that certain stare
Telling me that you will always care

People can see my smile
It’s not hard it’s as wide as the Nile
Everyone sees your glow

And falls in love with you, don’t you know

Sunday 23 August 2015

Whenever

It started out as friendship that nobody could deny
I thought I could hide these feelings but why should I try
Obvious from the start we had an instant connection
We had two different lives with their own distraction

Chorus
Whenever I hear your voice
Whenever I see your smile
My hear skips a beat no longer in denial
Whenever I feel your touch
Whenever I hold your hand
The feeling inside that no one will understand

As time goes by our feelings become clear
Our paths that were wide are now becoming near
The journey ahead we know will be hard to travel
But being with each our paths will begin to unravel

Bridge
I know we will come out victorious on the other side
Not religious but both have faith in our spiritual guide

I’ve waited an eternity for you to come along
I honestly never thought that love could be this strong
At night I close my eyes and all I see is you

I don’t know what the meaning of life is but mine is simple you

Wednesday 19 August 2015

I can’t tell you

I remember the first day that we met
That beautiful smile I’ll never forget
You walked through the open door
Ripping my heart open to the core
I stared, didn’t know what to say
But I knew it was my lucky day

Chorus
I can’t tell you how I feel
I can tell you that it’s real
And it’s hurting me inside
Do I let the stars be my guide?
I can’t tell you how I feel
You have broken my heart’s seal
Do I hide these feelings forever?
But you never say never

I think of things that I need to say
A hundred times a different way
Over thinking thoughts in my head
All the things you could have said
Do I give up and finally say goodbye?
And continue to live a lonely lie

Bridge
I close my eyes and I see you sitting and smiling back at me
You can unlock my heart but you don’t know you have the key

I want to tell you what’s on my mind
But the courage I can not find
It ends up being turned into a joke
Hiding these feelings behind the smoke
The timing never seems just right

I just want to be able to kiss you goodnight

Sunday 19 July 2015

Searching for you

The minute I think I’ve found you an alarm vibrates inside
Telling me to move on and let this lovely lady step a side
Why is it so difficult? Why do I always compare?
No one realises every night I unconsciously play truth or dare

Fighting my emotions as I know the answer hidden in my soul
Always trying to be in control knowing I’ll never succeed my goal
Commitment escapes me as I continue to search high and low
My heart defenceless as it’s subjected to another fatal blow

I know I’ve met you as when we meet it feels perfectly right
But how to have the courage and strength to kiss you a goodnight
Timing is everything, as the clock ticks loudly once more
The searching maybe over and I can close the commitment door

Sunday 12 July 2015

Cross the line

Cross the line

When I see you my pulse races a warm feeling inside
I can’t help but stare uncontrollably my heart has never lied
I so want to be fearless and take the uncertain leap
But shadows on my mind tell me the mountain is too steep

Chorus
To kiss your lips
To hold your hand
To hope that you are mine
To rid the fear
To take the leap
To cross the vanishing line

Why couldn’t life be simpler? When is the timing right?
I want to be by your side in the everlasting night
Curling up on the sofa, our bodies entangled tight
You look so perfect to me in the perfect candle light

I don’t know how you feel, is this my imagination?
Give me a sign I pray to you, I need some more information
The path we have is clear, together is our destination
For you to move on without me would be total devastation

Bridge
I know that we are different
I know our hearts beat just the same
I know that time will reveal

I know I’ll never forget your name

Sunday 28 June 2015

She’s gone

I will always be there
Whenever you’re in need
I watched you grow so beautifully
From that tiny helpless seed
I’ve given you my friendship
But I wanted so much more
If you ever want to return
I’ll leave that open door

Chorus
She’s gone
Moved away
Won’t come back, not today
It hurts inside
My heart is bleeding
But I’ll never give up
I’ll always keep believing

I’ve wiped away my tears
It’s hard to see you go
I try to keep my chin up
But my heart is at an all time low
Just to hold your hand once more
To feel you next to me
I stare into your eyes
But it’s only friendship that you see

Bridge
Is it too late?
She could have been the one
I wish I could tell her how I feel
But now she’s gone

I would pick her up
When she was feeling down
I’d make her laugh
Pretending I was a clown
She would call me her other half
I felt I was her boyfriend
I was on to of the world

Now the world is about to end

Monday 22 June 2015

Next

Wasting time just waiting for that one ray of sunshine
Another lifeless graduate to join the never ending line
They all look the same and tell me the same old story
They don’t want the hard work but they want all the glory

The days are getting longer as another hopeful passes by
Rejection they can’t take they just run away and cry
Built up by their families all wanting them to succeed
But we all know what they want – the fame and the greed

Chorus (1)
Another talent
Another hopeful
Another kid just wanting fame
You haven’t got it
You’ll never have it
I don’t even know your name

These corridors full of people who will never make the grade
There only hope is a summer in another Disney parade
Get your heads out of the books if you want to go far
Life experiences of ups and downs will make you a star

Bridge
Shouting next is becoming boring and tiring
I need someone to get my cylinders firing

Now I see her, someone different, she has that certain spark
A glimmer of light shinning through the endless corridor of dark
Her perfect hair, her perfect face a perfect combination
Can she act? Can she dance? She’ll be the latest sensation

Chorus (2)
She’s a talent
She’s our hopeful
Another kid just wanting fame
She almost got it
She’ll soon have it

I need to know her name

Sunday 21 June 2015

Everyday the same

We all get up early to do our daily chores
Ironing and washing and sometimes cleaning doors
Tidying up for the visitors we never do see
This isn’t living; this isn’t a future for me

Breakfast at 7 then a packed lunch in our hand
The routine I hate, why can’t they understand
I meet the same people and we say the same things
Are we just puppets performing boredom on strings?

Chorus
Everyday the same
Nothing happens here
Going through the motion
My life I have to steer
I have to escape
This world that surrounds me
I have dreams I wan to live
Why can’t they see?

My mum always saying ‘you’ll not amount to much’
Like a rabbit wanting to escape I’m trapped inside this hutch
A brother whose dreams were dashed early on
I still have hopes and dreams that haven’t yet gone

Bridge
This can’t be our lives, this can’t be our existence
I’ll fight the regime; I’ll show you my resistance

They all do a day job that they don’t really like
We can’t afford a car so dad’s out early on his bike
Tick tock of the clock a time bomb ready to explode

People walking down the same tireless road

Saturday 20 June 2015

Let you go

It’s the toughest decision I’ve had to make
But this is the opportunity you have to take
I can’t be the one who stops you and your dream
I don’t want to be the dam stopping your stream

Inside it’s hurting and I’m screaming my love for you
But on the outside I’m blank, wanting nothing from you
The tears I shed are memories of us leaving me
Your bright future ahead is all I want you to see

I have to let you go
I have to tell you lies
My heart is breaking
There’s grey in the skies
I have to let you go
Step to one side
I have to forget
You’re on another ride

I have to escape and find a way to move one
I keep looking around, pretending you haven’t gone
The pain of you leaving is crushing my heart
Why isn’t life simple?  Can we go back to the start?

Bridge
Will I ever see you again? Will our lives past once more?

I’ll always be here waiting ready to open love’s door

Thursday 18 June 2015

I can make it

They said I couldn’t do it, they closed every open door
Sometimes I was lonely, getting knocked down to the floor
They told me I was no good, didn’t believe I could play the part
Told me to go home, go back to the very start

I didn’t want to give up, kept holding my head up high
Wiped away my tears, didn’t want them to see me cry
I’ll continue to stand tall, take small steps each and every day
I’ll get that principal roll, live my dream soon on Broadway

(Chorus)
I can make it, I believe in who I am
I can make it, this is my perfect plan
There’ll be a bright star shining, the brightest star in the darkest night
I can make it
I can make it
I can make it

As another door closes, another one opens wide
I’m running round excited, my heart fills with pride
I’ve got to tell someone, got to tell my fantastic news

I’m becoming someone special, I read the audience reviews

Sunday 14 June 2015

Open your eyes

The world around us is crumbling
Giving us no hope of survival
But how can we stop this devastation
Is it true what was said in the bible?

Have we really lost our voice?
Are we too scared to say what is wrong?
People too scared to live
Why have we left it this long?

Chorus
Open your eyes
Try not to blink
See what’s going on
It will stop and make you think
Society is lost
Community now gone
Family torn apart
You’re not the only one

Bridge
It’s not too late to change the world that we live in
But who will step up and where do we begin

Why have we created a world full of greed?
Know one caring about tomorrow
Everyone wants everything in an instant

Bringing debt and more sorrow

Sunday 7 June 2015

If

If I held your hand would you hold mine?
If there was a queue to see you would you let me stand in line?
If I asked you out would you take the chance?
If the floor was empty would you be willing to dance?

If I ever let you down would you be able to forgive me?
If you close your eyes would you still be able to see me?
If I gave you my coat, due to the rain, would you accept?
If I bought you flowers would you say they were inept?

If I was going too fast would you slow me down?
If I made you laugh would you call me a clown?
If I smiled at you would you smile back?
If I booked us a holiday would you go home and pack?

If I climbed a mountain would you help me to the top?
If I offered you chocolate would you take the lot?
If I opened my heart would you look inside?

If my heart was lost would you be my guide?

Friday 29 May 2015

I want to start a family

Seeing what other people have is hard to take in
I’d like a piece of what they have but where do I begin
The love that they have found inside each gently soul
Is something very previous and everyone’s life goal

I want to start a family
Pick my child up in my arms
I want to start a family
And discover their quirky charms
I don’t know if I’ll make it, don’t know where to start
I want to start a family
This is tearing me apart

I’m not saying it is easy but I’d definitely do my best
It takes over your life with no time for a rest
The loving smiles of joy that will never have a price
I’d give up everything, there is no thinking twice

I want to start a family
Play with my children in the park
I want to start a family
Tell ghost stories in the dark
I’m not sure I’ll be good at it but I’ll give it a try
I want to start a family
For this happiness you can’t buy
Bridge
I need to meet somebody who has the same values as me
To connect with someone’s soul, could this really be?

I want to start a family
Give my children a kiss goodnight
I want to start a family
Make this darkness turn to light
I believe this could happen, if I had only one wish
I want to start a family
I want to start a family
I want to start a family

Tuesday 26 May 2015

Tomorrow

It only takes a second to spoil a moment in time
That negative phrase repeating, an uncaring hidden crime
Comments rattling around your head unable to escape
Too many things in its way can’t jump over the red tape

Chorus
Tomorrow is a brand new day filled with endless dreams
Loving smiles so warm they embrace the glowing sunbeams
Waking up next to the one you love starts the perfect day
My life now a wash with colour no longer a shadow in grey
Positivity ready to shine as tomorrow breaks the midnight
The morning rise comes and tomorrow feels so right

Too many people dragging me down need to move on fast
A friendship I thought was strong, now I know it will not last
Trying to move forward unnoticed but my life is like a statue
A gap in time, a moment’s hesitation is this the luck I’m due

Bridge
I want tomorrow now, Will tomorrow be never?
I want tomorrow now, I want tomorrow forever

Looking back I was foolish trapped in a life unknown
People trying to mould me wanting me to be someone’s clone
Now I’ve broken free there is nothing left to hold me back

My hopes and dreams back on tomorrow’s track

Wednesday 20 May 2015

Escape

The highs become lows as the night begins to end
Searching for something to make the highs extend
You know it is wrong but the pull becomes too great
The urge too strong and now you will never have to wait
                     
A whirlpool of emotion swirling around in your empty mind
Love and happiness distant, an emotion you can no longer find
A lifeless bottle stands all alone, which you continue to fill
An empty promise to a friend, “no more swallowing the pill”

Tools that enable you to escape to a life you can only dream
Highs that won’t last, an explosion created, you begin to scream
Reality is that you always have to return to demon once more
A fight worth fighting, the nightmares rip you to your core

To carry on dancing with the demon not a crime but a sin
Taking that path of destruction surely no one will win
A poor decision is made, a moments high for a lifetime of low
Trying to escape like this is not the only way to go

Sunday 10 May 2015

5 more years

So we’ve had the election
The country has spoke
The blue team are in
No, please it’s no joke

They’ve promised more cuts
Privatisation of the NHS
People are not happy
The country in a mess

Education will be next
More ‘free’ schools on the way
Children don’t matter
The price we will have to pay

The poor still vulnerable
Food banks on the rise
No where to turn
More conservative lies

The north south divide
Continues to grow
The country on its knees
An all time low

People didn’t vote
Won’t matter they said
They couldn’t be bothered
To get up out of bed

People now rioting
Not getting the right press
This isn’t the answer
We all feel the stress

We have to move on
Five more years
We had our chance
Living with our fears

A referendum is next
But what will we do
Come out of Europe
Is that best for me and you?

Our children no hope
The future now grey
We had our chance

On Election Day

Monday 4 May 2015

The C Word

Life suddenly taken out of your own hands
A journey taking you to undiscovered lands
Families becoming stronger uniting as one
Hoping and prayer that soon I will all be gone

Your greatest challenge, your toughest fight
Dark thoughts keeping you awake at night
The struggles, the turmoil that nobody sees
Another door to walk through without life’s keys

A writing blog gives you the chance to escape
Writing how you feel, the language takes shape
A message received and a friendship begun
One day we’ll meet up in the bright burning sun

Chemotherapy takes you to a place unknown
Your unenergetic body has finally flown
Each day a struggle, emotional and tired
Wishing to tell the cancer, “that’s it you’re fired”

Progress at last and a break on the horizon
Feeling better, your body is becoming less wizen
A loving smile back on your worn out face
Life so special now it’s time to embrace

Just like the wind life changes so quick
News approaches telling you you’re sick
Second stage and the cancer getting worse
Why were you stricken with this awful curse?

A tear for a friend who’s life has now passed
The love you showed will never be surpassed
The remaining three spent the day on the coast
Drinking malt whiskey and raising a toast

You stayed so strong right up to the finish
Your legacy lives and will never be diminished
Thank you for sharing your thoughts and your story

May you always be crowned in inspiration and glory 

Thursday 30 April 2015

Waiting for Gateaux review


Review: Waiting for Gateaux

 

After seeing the posters and judging the title, I didn’t quite know what to expect for this show.  I knew it was a comedy but what type of comedy would it be? 

I can honestly say that there aren’t too many times I have laughed out loud in a theatre watching a show but I did at this, and on numerous occasions.  The witty one liners delivered beautifully by the cast.  Granted some of the one liners came and went with only a little titter but that’s the beauty when you think only a few people got the joke, made you feel special! 

Often in a comedy play the jokes are forced with the set up very obvious and of course there were some of these in this show but again with the delivery it only enhanced the joke.  The cast were very well suited to the parts they played and seemed a very close nit group.  The main male (Played by Andy Ford) character had an accent that made everything seem funny and his physical expression made him a joy to watch. 

All the female cast stood out on their own and you believed their character.  Pauline Daniels, as you would expect, delivered lines in a good comedic style that effortlessly flew off her tongue.  Lynn Francis was very entertaining and had great chemistry with Emma Lisi, who was the youngest member of the cast and looked like she had been acting for years.  Suzanne Collins time and again delivers a great performance, and thrives in the role of posh Sophie.

All in all if you want a good laugh then this is the play for you.  It gives you an insight into all those fitness class, diet classes and yoga classes.  If you are not on your feet at the end of the show then they must be nailed to the floor!

Sunday 26 April 2015

Where the Wind Blows


Like a balloon floating into the unknown

No one knows what the future holds

The opportunity has passed already flown

We continue searching for life’s golds

 

A Wind enraging like a ten force gale

A decision that needs to be made

Take a gamble now and pull the main sail

Hoping the wind will eventually fade

 

Swirling around a tornado approaches

Thoughts spinning effortlessly in your mind

An idea, a solution finally encroaches

You begin to steadily unwind

 

Life like the wind is unpredictable

A continuing journey that ebbs and flows

Like a myth or even a fable

Be adventurous and go where the wind blows

Sunday 19 April 2015

What I See


A dog walker walking her precious dog
A runner behind going for a jog
A simple ‘Morning’ and a friendly wave
Going under a bridge, like entering a cave
 
Pass another boat so lifeless and still
The breeze in the air gives the morning a chill
A farmhouse detached from the world around
Animals in the distance making animal sound
 
Trees over hanging like hands waiting to snatch
Fishermen on the bank waiting patiently for a catch
Houses behind a fence with eyes shining through
A boat approaches ‘Good morning to you’
 
A bend and a twist nearly at our destination
Full speed ahead without hesitation
A duckling swims by and greets us with a smile
It could be a crocodile if we were on the Nile

Passing me by


It’s not a race to see who wins

No prize at the end of the line

Not looking back to judge life’s sins

Searching for that unmissable sign

 

Keeping up with society and its rules

Chasing your tails, always wanting more

People taking time out, they’re no fools

Be adventurous, and open the country door

 

A simple walk along the canal side

The fresh air pounding your face

A spring in your step, a sudden glide

This freshness you can’t replace

 

Back in the city the dirt and smog

Running out of time, moving fast

Head filled with a timetable log

Life cut short, it won’t last

Saturday 11 April 2015

Broken Path


I didn’t say I knew, I just said I understand

How could I imagine life in your forgotten land?

I know times were tough but you stayed on so strong

You moved around not knowing where you really belong

 

Chorus

One step at a time, hold your head up high

The past has gone it’s time to say goodbye

Wipe away the tears, time to move on

At last the broken path has finally gone

 

The broken path behind you the cracks in the past

Life starting over and you’re throwing another cast

Cracks getting smaller now a river of stepping stone

Now the I has become we, you won’t face life alone

 

Bridge

Just try to hold on I’ll be there as soon as I can, hoping that I’ve got enough to be your only man

Our paths have reached a crossing, a fork in the road; let me help you lighten the load

 

We found each other alone as our broken paths met

The day in our hearts, the time we won’t ever forget

I’ll hold you hand tight and I’ll never let you go

We’ll make the path smooth, taking it nice and slow

Thursday 9 April 2015

Save the World


It seems such a difficult task but one that can be achieved

We all need to work together for our dream to be believed

A small kind gesture on your part can have a domino effect

But first we need to take time out, take time out to reflect

 

Chorus

We can save the world, it’s not too late to change

Start to do the right thing, at first it’ll feel strange

Respect your self before respecting others

Save the world now for our sisters and brothers

It’s about being kind and going that extra mile

Walking past strangers and giving them a smile

Changing your attitude and changing your mind

Open your eyes and see what you can find

 

Negativity is our enemy we must fight to erase from our space

Sometimes it’s difficult and we need to get out of this place

We can’t see the people it hurts they hide it well behind the tears

Be there for each other, no one should live with their fears

 

The next generation growing up living with our mistakes

In a world were some people give but everyone takes

Were being kind, selfless and generous is no longer the norm

The new world giving us a unstoppable hatred storm


 

Bridge

Help us all to do what’s right give people the chance to glow

Start by saying yes and not the never changing no

 

Chorus

We can save the world, it’s not too late to change

Start to do the right thing, at first it’ll feel strange

Respect your self before respecting others

Save the world now for our sisters and brothers

It’s about being kind and going that extra mile

Walking past strangers and giving them a smile

Changing your attitude and changing your mind

Open your eyes and see what you can find

Tuesday 7 April 2015

Switch on the light


Another night, stars disappear

Clouds up above, the sky’s not clear

Shadows around, night closes in

Haunted thoughts, surely a sin

 

Chorus

Switch on the light let the light shine through

Switch on the light I’ll make it bright for you

The darkness has gone now let us both shine

Standing together now you are mine

Switch on the light let the light shine bright

Switch on the light the moment feels right

The shadows have passed they haunt no more

No darkness around now I’ve found the cure

 

Loneliness hit me, it hit me hard

You were gone, I put up my guard

No one allowed in, kept at bay

Broken heart, the price I’ll pay

 

Looked around, no-one stood out

Initial thoughts, I had my doubt

What I want, I didn’t know

Which way to turn,Which way to go

 

Bridge

Clouds have passed thunder rolled on by, only the sun left standing in the sky

Answers flowing fast in the light, no more questions no more asking why

 

Open your eyes, you will see

I’ve got a lock, you’ve got a key

Is this a start, a new beginning

No more losing, only winning

 

Chorus

Switch on the light let the light shine through

Switch on the light I’ll make it bright for you

The darkness has gone now let us both shine

Standing together now you are mine

Switch on the light let the light shine bright

Switch on the light the moment feels right

The shadows have passed they haunt no more

No darkness around now I’ve found the cure

Monday 23 March 2015

Working 9 to 5


Starting as soon as you wake with lessons in your head

Automatic driving wishing you were at home in bed

School gates closed waiting for the madness to begin

Preparing your face for the lasting teacher’s grin

 

Not just a teacher but a parent, carer, doctor or nurse

Trying to achieve while the government tightens its purse

After school club takes the pressure away for a while

But then back at the desk with work that stretches a mile

 

If you have a family then they take second best

Your partner and your children beg you to rest

The unseen hours that tick away at your life

Governments stabbing you with the education knife

 

If we only worked 9 to 5 the job wouldn’t get done

We put in the hours so your children can have fun

Children learning to be the best that they can be

Everyone of them developing is all we want to see

 

League tables and lists have spoilt the profession

Targets and levels have become an obsession

We all fight to keep the enthusiasm alive

That’s why we never will work 9 to 5!

Sunday 22 March 2015

Set me free


I felt trapped in a cage, I couldn’t get out

Unable to scream, unable shout

Then I found you and you had the only key

Now I can fly, you have set me free

 

The world is the same place, but I see it differently

You made me open my eyes, you have me completely

With you I can fly as high as a bird

Flying with someone who showed they cared

 

The world’s colours blinding my opened eyes

No longer saddend, only happy cries

The cage has been opened and we now fly as one

All those negative thoughts, wiped, finally gone

 

My freedom flight is going to be long and fulfilling

On the world’s stage I now have top billing

Freedom has arrived without me paying a price

Set free forever, I didn’t need to think twice

Tuesday 17 March 2015

Sleepless night

Another sleepless night


What did I do wrong?


Fell in love with the wrong girl


This night seems so long


 


The empty space beside me


Where you once lay


How could I have been so stupid


Tomorrow’s another day


 


I always thought you cared


But I was just a joke


Using me for your selfish gains


Now I am broke


 


You’re now fixed inside my head


Over thinking crowding my mind


Was I just delusional?


Or were you that unkind


 


Where do I go from here?


Crying myself to sleep


Trying to figure it all out


Counting endless lines of endless sheep


 


Do you know you have done?


Heartbreak isn’t easy to get over


Crushed my simple life


The highs only come when I’m no longer sober